shouldn't watch a beast or a wild animal or bird when the male and females are copulating.
While I was functionally married, my wife was the sexual outlet that I needed not to go crazy. When I go to bed my skin gets very sensitive, I have an erection that won't go away, and I'm very very uncomfortable. I exercise regularly, but it doesn't really deal with it.
It also makes me very focused on sex which leads me to the internet looking at distractions, and at times pornography etc. I don't learn as much as I used to, but I am koveah ittim. Nothing helps except masturbation which I honestly don't enjoy. It's so my body doesn't feel like its going to pop.
I am struggling with additional depression due to the divorce, and I am very afraid to mess with the injections as I am trying to get back on my feet emotionally, and financially for myself and my children. If it is mutar to use the injections at this point of my life? It is not really a yetzer harah question, as I truly don't enjoy it. I can at pleasure myself sexually through different body parts and sometimes that has worked.
But that feels like playing sexual games and being migarer yetzer harah. It makes me squirm just being so straight about it. Because of the difficulty of the situation, I think a more global approach is necessary.
And when he urinates he should not hold his member and urinate.
and the great sages, one of them prided himself of never having seen his penis his entire life, and some of them were proud of never thinking (imagining) their wives silhouette, because their hearts deviated from meaningless thoughts to truthful thoughts that fixate themselves in their holy hearts.Indeed, people consider cybersex to have a high degree of psychological reality—but many do not consider it to be consider it to be infidelity.Many of them believe cybersex to be similar to pornography—an extension of fantasy that actually helps to keep them from physical affairs with other people.The proper thing to do would be to speak to a good health professional and get a better medication to deal with the depression and stop the injections.By doing the right thing and not feeling the constant internal dilemma of right and wrong, a hope and prayer is that it will go a long way in encouraging a much more positive outlook and approach to life.I am on testosterone injections due to low testosterone and it affected me very strongly.